The pandemic turned social interaction into such a trip for me lmfao any time i spend interacting with potential friends (or anyone I didn’t hang out w last year pre-vax) i am exhilarated and electric and i feel like the most beautiful and interesting person on earth and the people I’m with are so exquisite and wonderful and i want to hold their hands and talk to them forever…. Then, later, the shame hangover…. Agonizing over every detail of every encounter and exactly what things i said that made everyone in the room wish i was dead ☠️