Hmmmm. My heart hurts
#youd think? having not seen her for 3 years an ex gf dream would not undo me like this#and yet....#in my dream id been transferred into the body of a male college student in japan#and she had a strange face tattoo#and i knew she was there but i was avoiding her bc i wastrying to figure out how to pass my exams bc i didnt speak japanese and i had a new#gf i didnt want to upset#but i was wandering the library alone and i found her painting a strange picture of a distant house#and i sat downnext to her and asked if she knew me#and she said my name like. of course id know you anywhere#what is the CURE for secretly still thinking that someone whos incapable of loving you is your soul mate???#its not three years!!! its not new love!!!! do i just have to live like this?????