July 17th, 2020 at 6:06PM

Everything is so horrible actually :( i keep trying to focus on all the good things in my life but theres so many bad things going on outside that I can’t feel good about the future :( i feel jealous of old people bc they had a whole life of going to bars and concerts and parties and classes and they don’t have to worry about what the world will be like in 30 years :(

2 notes #i had such a depressing conversation with my dad yesterday its starting to really sink in#also i havent heard from my gf all day i think shes at work but im like :(#im bored of everything but also dreading going back to Places