No offense and im so sorry but killing and violence and blood and blood cutting and stabbing and blood in my eyeballs severed limbs etc
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#every time i have a bad day of intrusive thoughts due to lack of sleep or whatever I remember that there were times in my life where every#day was like this just a constant barrage of violent self harm thoughts and fantasies that were the background radiation of my inner life#idk i guess im glad its not like that anymore but i wish it never happened