God i hate going on facebook so within ten seconds and im faced with issues like: should i donate to this persons birthday fundraiser? I don’t remember who they are or how i know them but it’s a good cause but will they thibk its weird or self serving if i donate? my moms stepsister sent me a friend request should i accept it? I haven’t seen or heard from her since i was 9 and idk if she’s homophobic or if she’ll tell her dad, my only surviving grandparent, whom I’m already fb friends with but I don’t think is tech savvy enough look at my profile and see that I’m dating another woman? Except maybe he does bc when i saw him a few months ago he kept asking if i was seeing someone and probably could tell i was lying? And how no one else in my family who was there for that scene said anything to me about it after laughing about how awkward it was? Like not considering how painful it was to lie just out of uncertainty and not wanting to take away from the visits purpose which was to introduce him to my brothers fiancee? Or perhaps just unable to articulate their sympathy? Or how my old roommate from California is apparently moving to my area but I didn’t really like her so idk if I should reach out to her or not? Which in turn reminds me of my roommates from Boston who I really really liked but I’m pretty sure hate me bc i took off in the middle of the lease to move to California for Love and left a ton of my shit behind and I’m gonna be back in Boston for the first time since then and I really want to visit them but again suspect that they’re not interested?
anyways i exited the app thank u all for being mostly strangers who ignore my posts