I’d say they look better now than before tbh but I imagine that experience might be different from person to person
I used to get asked this a lot and the question does seem to pop up now and again. Since I haven’t done one of these in a while anyway, visual reference is probably best.
Imagine getting into bed and reading a book and falling asleep instead of staring at your phone blasting blue poison-light into your eyeballs for 2 hours or however long it takes for exhaustion to overpower your need to be constantly entertained
People in the notes on this saying this isn’t true and “everyone” has suicidal thoughts….but do we mean “something bad enough happened that you wish you were dead” or do we mean “random thoughts that you should die because you just suck and are tired of life?” Because the latter is a symptom of serious depression, anxiety or other chronic issues that you should, if at all possible seek out medical attention for. You shouldn’t feel like it’s a normal thing to shut up and live with, it’s not right at all and you both need and deserve care.
It really is more common for people to just find death terrifying and never even fleetingly entertain it as a desirable escape. If your mind has any tendency to turn to that idea then you’re not getting the help and security you deserve.
