Genuinely find the idea of magically manifesting your thoughts into reality so disturbing like I can’t imagine walking around feeling responsible for all the thoughts in my head beyond how they effect my behavior
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#personally i like to be able to wish death on someone i never interact with and not feel bad about it bc it literally cannot affect them#and not having to worry when bad things happen to me its bc of my thoughts or energy or whatever#when i was a kid i thought my fingernails absorbed the energy of the colors they touched so i was always digging them into things that were#the right colors to counteract the times i touched bad colors and i also i was constantly imagining layers of protection around myself to#protect myself from evil energies that were trying to poke me#and then i had an eating disorder and then i had therapy and medication and majored in biopsych and now im like why would you choose to try#and control reality with your thoughts instead of accepting that you are an animal and your thoughts are a bunch of fast chemistry#well. anyways
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