Keep having dreams about my childhood best friend who i still keep me n touch with, mostly thru snapchat…. in my dreams she is so far out in the wilderness. And i travel thru woods and huge fields. And sometimes i have to find a horse to ride there… and her mom is vaguely angry at me, and i always get lost…. my world has gotten so so small. Its not scary to get lost in my dreams, it’s exhilarating… and my friend seems so real there!!!