Taking sick days is soooo dicey for me bc if i take off work bc i feel shitty the whole system falls apart bc i feel shitty like. Most days
Like if I’m not physically debilitated i might as well just go. Same with social events too honestly i just go to everything I’m supposed to go to bc if i stop going to things bc I’m tired or starting to get a migraine or consumed with thoughts of self harm I’d never leave the house and my life would just get worse. I feel like I’m often just trying to do things correctly so that some future happy version of myself will be able to reap the benefits of a life lived correctly