I want to leave but I don’t want to go anywhere :(

I’m not suicidal i just want my shift to end but I don’t wanna have to go to my second job or home to my stupid house with my weird meanroommatesthere’s nowhere I really want to go i just hate it hear and I’m interviewing for a job I’m likely to get in downtown palo alto which wouldbe a great opportunity careerwise but geographically the last place i want to bei just feel trapped here and i want to go somewhere. maybe home to Maryland but then I’d feel like a failure :)i just want to take my scooter and leave and keep going and never comeback