I just discovered,,, theres a pretty good chance im pregnant, but i cant get a tes probably until tuesday, so until then,, i die

plus i found out even just the abortion pill can cost $800 so im p fucked!!!!fuck!!!!just cramps and spotting all last weak (&still cramps)and for the past few days nauseaand fatiguelike a month ago i had sex w my bf w no condom he pulled out way n advance but i realized laterid missed a pill like 3 days earlier